hi

hi peeps im going to bowling now byebye

hi

i damn fan nao sei >.< i dont know what school to choose
mr bz and sf maybe going same school as jerome sia
envy him sia i think no one following to the same school as me T_T
someone pls come leh T_T i think i mostly likely going yishun town
all my bf all probably going diff school jerome sf bz mr they going mayflower
T_T im so sad right now T_T haiz so sad and sian if nobody come i dun feel like going
to school to study liao =.= so men no friends T_T i wish someone will come with me sia T_T

hi

bored finally settle some personal life stuff
haiz today good mood but nothing to do sia =.=
so sianz nobody to talk to on the phone sia
haiz hoping can go to the same school with friends

lols i nvr even post about psle result so i will post now xD
i was disappointed by my score T_T damn sad sia almost cried
at home i got the same grades as my brother but the score such
a big different

My T score: 241
Brother's T score :252
Grades mine: english: A :maths: A*:science : A : mother tongue:A
Brother's : english: A :maths: A*:science : A : mother tongue:A
so what sia =.= im still damn sad T_T why did i get so low my whole family
like damn sad too but today i good mood xD dunno why i planninh bukit panjang
but i only got 241+1 and i need 244 to get in so i need appeal my mother and bro going
to the school to appeal so hoping ^^ but i also dont want to go there i want go yishun town T_T so can be with friends can study together and its near so wish me luck hai
our class the result highest vaishakh lols 256 and next shi bo 250 and got 246 then i not sure maybe ME xDXDXD at least i beat dai ze he 239 xD ^^ lols hope all of my friends can be together in the same secondary school xD so gd luck to all

To someone [ not telling you dream on]
Im sorry too but sometimes i just get angry
and i hope u can reply [ in private] pls
i also don't want this fight to last long
and to the contrary i will reply to your
smses so overall im sorry too

Now mood very bui Song no English words to describe because of someone
wish to scold all the expletives at her but haiz don't want to waste my breathe
I don't care if she sees this right now =.= i really dont care anymore =.=
She said it as if i was my fault =.= haiz nvm
you don't want to talk to me dont talk la flame my blog also can i can just counter
see who's vocabulary more la =.=

movie time

Continuing from the story before

after we eat the zi xiang said something and one of the girls kept chasing him around the whole food court and zi xiang ran into the carpark and found another route to the cinema and guess where we found him? ( hiding in the toilet =.=) then we decided what movie to watch lols
Mr fantastic fox and it was not bad at all quite nice
and while we( the boys ) went in the cinema first we hide there and i use my phone to call the girls and when they came they saw no one and they dont care just sit down( lucky they sit infront of us and we jump and scare them ^^ they like see ghost sia one girl said WHAT THE FUCK out loud =.= ( damn vulgar sia) lucky no one inside then nth much to say liao xD so byebye xD bye pls go now
GO GO GO GO
if you didnt go out of my blog by the time u read this



get the fuck out now xD just jking =p

songs

My top songs
ALOT hor so get ready
Not in order:

Down:Jay Sean
No surprise: Chris Daughtry
Over you: chris daughtry
What about now:chris daughtry
Feels like tonight:chris daughtry
Dear Agony :breaking benjamin
I will not bow:breaking benjamin
The diary of jane:breaking benjamin
Fire burning:Sean Kingston
Take my hand:simple plan
Crush: David archuleta
a little too not over you:David archuleta
here without you: 3doors down
Kryptonite : 3 doors down
if today was your last day: Nickelback
Guardian angel:the red jumpsuit apparatus
face down:the red jumpsuit apparatus


Updated xD still got more later

hi

going to get results in like 2days YAY ^^ you might think im crazy ba ;/ but i wish i could get my results now sia i just want to get it over .... >.< i was not worried at first but now ive been getting more worried lately so ive been trying to calm my self down and i just went to the Golden village to catch a movie with my friends ( and yes i have a social life =.=) with my neighbor and his school friends which is technically my friend cause i know them xD only 5ppl in total including me (me my neighbor: joshua :his friend : zi xiang : 2 other girls whom i dont know : si tong and mei yu i think not sure xD) we went to eat first as i was starving xD nvr eat breakfast lols i went to my neighbor's house first and we played his xbox 360 call of duty modern warfare 2 and then about 1.20 we finally went out =.= i went to the library when we reached northpoint first as i have an overdue book and i did not use my ez link card i use sf's ( ps im not going to pay her xD)and then we went to eat lols when we were going down the escalator we saw those two girls and friend say : dont look DONT LOOK : and he say the girls recognized us : CHIONG ar we ran in circles xD and finally took the lift and escaped and one of the girls keep spam calling my friend LOLS damn sad sia he and when we reached the food court we found them there already and only i and joshua ate lunch and even lunch we had fun LOLS the zi xiang was very hungry but didnt want to order food so when i ordered fish and chips he just took my fries and when he wanted a piece of my fish i ask him whether he was a dog lols then joshua went to order chicken rice ar got soup right he just take the soup and drink >.< sad hai

i will continue the story later not u will get bored reading this xD
so byebye for now xD

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Meaningful songs de meaning xD

( )bracket means the meaning
The meaning of this song to me
Kyrptonite - 3doors down


I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind : (means his mind is troubled and trying to find a way to ease it)
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time :(he was lost somewhere as in mentally)
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah :(his friends drifted away from him and there was nothing he could do)

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon : :(his friends drifted away from him and there was nothing he could do)
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you :( he suspects something)
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end :( but he doesnt care as long as the person be his friend to till end) so touching xD

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman :( means that will the friend will be same as last time even if he goes mad)
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand :( this part dedicated to royston for sf xD) ( royston is hoping sf will be holding his hand when he is still alive)
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might : ( he will do anything to keep her/him by his side)
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down :( loved the person even though the person did something)
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground ( the whole paragraph means the same thing) :( loved the person even though the person did something thats hurts the person)

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite ( same as before)

//Oh whoa whoa//
3x( i dont know what this means xD) hoped you will understand it P.S i think i will continue to make more of this

hi

Im a boy i cannot be too emotional xD so the previous post a bit kua zhang la lols xD. My secret is still safe with myself xD i wont tell anyone that soon my secret xD gonna keep it a secret cause that are what secrets are for xD so byebye hope to see my friends next year

last day

its not actually the last day for me i still have tomorrow and still can see a few ppls like vaishakh sb dz sf mr bz so today was not that sad for me but still sad la xD

Friends

T_T today was the last day i will really miss alot of people T_T im just sad right now feel like crying T_T i really hope we will keep in contact for a long long time xD i wonder if other people will miss meh xD if they do i will feel so happy =p i hope we can go celebrate after we get psle result but sf going malaysia lols so must wait until she comeback she say. Over all i just hope we all can be together T_T i think im going to cry soon 6years of frenship i cant bear to just let it go T_T if i can, i will try my best to keep in touch with my friends xD i just cant believe how 6years passed so quickly...>.< i really hope to keep in touch but i know some will be lost T_T i wish can turn back the hands of time and stay together go same sec school the best hai gonna cry T_T i look back at my 6years of pri school i see alot of quarells , bonding and many more just miss those days T_T....

P6 high tea

hi

Well im posting again >.< today was the graduation high tea and it was quite fun. I already saw all of the performances the day before xD Sneak peek lols And it was enjoyable xD When the first performance started i couldnt see them dancing sia The balloons blocking my view =.= so i came out with the idea to sit behind the teachers' tables because they had no balloons xD so when i moved, vaishakh followed and then jia hao and then hong keat and then royston and weijie Then mr isa came and stood beside me =0 he didnt ask us to move back =p he say smart ar... lols heng sia. And i tried desperately to take everybody's picture and i almost did at the start. i used a cheap trick i pointed the camera at the person and shout his/her name xD and turn around and i shot the picture xD but i couldnt take sf mr bz picture at first lols they just hide from the camera and after a while it was the markan session already Yay ^^ but i didnt have any appetite lols so i just drank the fruit punch. And mr isa told us to go back to our sits lols i waited for our class's performance xDand it was awesome xD they all danced to the beat lols i hoped royston took a good look cause it maybe the last time he sees sf dance like that xD After the performance i started to take pictures of everyone and i took sf and mr FINALLY but they had to take my photo too T_T but bz wouldnt let me take so i just left her alone lols and we decided to take boys only photo and they used my camera ^^ so i have the picture MWHAHA and stephanie took a picture of me mr bz sf roy jh and jl together and it was on my camera again and then i took a picture with ezekiel alone,jerome too, with zoe and royston. And sf asked mr amran to take a picture of us me jl roy bz sf mr and that was just about it i had quite alot of fun xD so the end

01. Who was your last text from?

Bei Zhi

02. Where was your default picture taken?

I no picture sia sad T_T

03. Your relationship status?

Single?

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?

No

05. What is your current mood?
A bit miserable lols

06. How many siblings do you have?

One a brother lols

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

Ryan Toh

08. Where do you wish you were right now?

I dunno?

09. Have a crazy side?

er.. i dont know

10. Ever had a near death experience?

You can say that almost lost a leg xD

11. Something you do a lot?

Use the Computer

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

Not knowing whether they like me lols

14. When was the last time you cried?
not sure lols

15. Is there anyone/anything you would do anything for?

A few people Secret lols xD

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?

I just sleep dont think xD

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Shu Fang

18. What is your favorite song?

No surprise- Chris Daughtry

19. What are you doing right now?

Doing this Quiz

20. Who do you trust right now?

A few ppl like bz sf jl jh

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

Which shirt xD

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

NO

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? 、

My neighbor Joshua

24. Describe your life in words?

Some times miserable sometimes happy but sometimes i dont know what to feel

25. Who are you thinking of right now?

Hmmmm No one concentrating on this blog

26. What should you be doing right now?

Playing games than doing this stupid quiz xD

27. What are you listening to?

No surprise-Chris Daughtry

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

mum.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?

Brother

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?

Not really abit lah try to be myself act cool = shit to me xD

31. What is your natural hair color?

black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Joshua Tan my Friend

33. Who was the last person to make you angry?

Dunno

34. What do you hear?

Hear?

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

A bush xD

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

No

37. Do you have a best friend?

yea

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

Yea with my mother lols

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

Okok lah

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

nope.

41. Are you happy with life right now?

not really >.<

42. Are you currently jealous?
Sort of yea

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?

Nothing

44. What were you doing on friday night?

using the com

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

yea

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

no?

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

not really

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

Very long nvr go doctor le xD.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

7.30pm sick like a dog lols

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

no

In Suzhou

Hi

In suzhou it was quite bad >.< not really cold 25-28degree the first day it was damn boring there nothing to do the whole day and then my parents dragged me to go along with them =.= i kept putting an emotionless face emo =.= and they bought me ICE CREAM yay haagen dazs i hoped i spelled it correctly xD I stayed at the hotel which sucked most of the day my father ordered the extra bed which you can find at ikea which is the cheapest bed u can find its made of spring only had a sore back the other day lols

Hi
I keep getting off topic about me being in china lols
When i reached china it was not as cold as i expected it was around 21-24 so i complained to my mother saying "You told me that it was going to be around 10++ degree" but i regret that so much i wish it would have stayed at 21-24 because my wish got granted and God wanted to give me more TOO more the temperature in shanghai when i came back from hangzhou was around 5-7degree..
>.< my parents wanted me to go shopping but i didnt want to go hearing the wind howl, 100% made me not want to go even more. Even in the house was so cold. I spent THAT afternoon talking on msn with jh F.y.i is jiahao and sf F.y.i shu fang but im going to keep my blog alittle private so those who are reading my blog should know who are they. Jh video called me on msn lols and we invited sf into our chat when we turn off our video call. I actually didnt know that china banned facebook , youtube , blogger and twitter too i think. i spent hours finding a way to acess those websites and i used an anonymous proxy to acess that website and if you are wondering what it is go check the internet cause im not going to waste my time explaning to you xD and i could finally used facebook but i could not use the chat post anything i could just see what ppl post on their wall or my wall and i found out my whole wall was all things about me and they were all teases .... Damn those ppl lols

Hi

Now back to the story about me being in china: 6th November
i was on the way to my father's apartment and we took the train then took a taxi. The train station was "horrible" there were so many ppl and ppl were squeezing here and there and as i alighted from the train, a person got stuck in the middle and the officer BEEP BEEP BEEP using whistle i think his hand got hurt lols actually i had that experience a few times before lols

The first time was when i was riding the mrt when i was small and i tap the card and walk throught the gate closed lol xD and the other time was when i was riding a SBS bus to church i got stuck at the door i guess i was too small for the bus driver to see and he accidently closed the door and the last time was very frightening i was alighting the mrt and my small little leg got stuck between the gap and the train was about to move luckily a helpful samaritan press the emergency button i think and he told someone else to alert the so called train driver xD
The End
Cruddy ending i know >.< and by the way they got the picture on the mrt or announcing be careful of the gap may because of me xD hahah

Holiday

Hi

I just came back from china a day ago and when i reached home .... Bei zhi called me 12times i think i lost count :p I thought why spam me >.< then i called her and asked lols they were actually going to fetch me from the airport They were going to ask jerome bz mr sf and i think royston too. i was abit shocked lols.

In the airplane: it was okok la lucky no turbulence and the food sucked =.= i ate only one bite and ask the stewardess to take it away.But at least there was tv and movies xD. The toilet was abit scary because it was the first time i was in an airplane, i press the flush button and BOOM lol

starting new lols

hi to those ppl who are reading my blog this is the first time im creating a blog xD so hi again